Life is a roller coaster & I am going to live up to it.
I am not scared of trying, experimenting, failing & making mistakes.
Sometimes, I feel like giving up, it’s just not meant for
me, I can’t do this. Then, I scold myself, “I may not be an expert but there is
nothing I can’t do if I try.”
Sometimes, I am scared, nervous & feel like running away
from the situation. Then, I convey myself, “what worst can happen, I am not
going to die but I will get a new experience & earn courage to face it
better next time.
Sometimes, I lose hope & faith; it’s hard to hold on.
Then, I become conscious it’s not the end of the world, just a miser test of
life.
Sometimes, I feel I am deprived of love, admiration &
respect. Then, I realise I love myself, my family, friends & well wishers,
I will not have any expectations so whatever comes will give me happiness.
Sometimes, the pain & trauma is unbearable. Then, I recognize
life goes on, there are more unfortunate being on earth.
Sometimes, my emotions, trust & believes are fiddled,
broken & torn apart. But then God has gifted me renewable features &
bearable strength.
Sometimes, I feel incomplete & goals fading in darkness.
Then, I have someone to complete me & I make my own sunshine.
Sometimes, I think nobody understands me. Then, I feel a
shoulder to cry, hands to hold my hands & pat my head, a silence stating I
am always there for you.
Sometimes, I have so much cocktail flooding in my mind. Then,
I decided to flush it on the paper.
